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I just had a kind of emotional breakthrough. This is really the only place that I can express it, so here I go...
I'm really sad. All this bullying going on in the world just makes me really sad because I am one of the many victims of all this negative energy. These people think I'm not, but I am aware of the things being said about me, and it hurts my feelings, it does. I'll get some good comments, but just one negative one will completely throw me off. The world is hard enough at this age, what with trying to find out who you are and what in the world you want to be. I can try to avoid these feelings but they get to me. It doesn't help when people are constantly cutting me down like I'm not even human. I just wish that people would pay attention to me and my art and not my personal life. What with rumors about me being bi or gay, I really have given up on humanity. I seriously think that even if it was any of those people business that they would truly know the answer instead of having to spread rumors about me. I've told the principal and hinted teachers, but because I have no school spirit or I don't give the school money, none of the adults really listen to me. I have to try to keep my mistakes to myself so I won't be made fun of anymore. The pressure to be perfect in this society is greater than anything else. One day I came home and just sat there and cried thinking to myself, how did I let my life get to this point? When people are mean for no reason, it's horrible. I don't want to force myself to be a different person just to fit in. I'm really hurting inside and all this is devastating to me. I've been every where as far as emotion. The world seems to be more of a competition than anything it used to be. You win or you don't and if you don't you're tossed away by humanity like some kind of animal.
I just hope that some day the world will be like it was before when everyone loved on another without any stipulations. If you read my whole little rant, thank you.
I'm really sad. All this bullying going on in the world just makes me really sad because I am one of the many victims of all this negative energy. These people think I'm not, but I am aware of the things being said about me, and it hurts my feelings, it does. I'll get some good comments, but just one negative one will completely throw me off. The world is hard enough at this age, what with trying to find out who you are and what in the world you want to be. I can try to avoid these feelings but they get to me. It doesn't help when people are constantly cutting me down like I'm not even human. I just wish that people would pay attention to me and my art and not my personal life. What with rumors about me being bi or gay, I really have given up on humanity. I seriously think that even if it was any of those people business that they would truly know the answer instead of having to spread rumors about me. I've told the principal and hinted teachers, but because I have no school spirit or I don't give the school money, none of the adults really listen to me. I have to try to keep my mistakes to myself so I won't be made fun of anymore. The pressure to be perfect in this society is greater than anything else. One day I came home and just sat there and cried thinking to myself, how did I let my life get to this point? When people are mean for no reason, it's horrible. I don't want to force myself to be a different person just to fit in. I'm really hurting inside and all this is devastating to me. I've been every where as far as emotion. The world seems to be more of a competition than anything it used to be. You win or you don't and if you don't you're tossed away by humanity like some kind of animal.
I just hope that some day the world will be like it was before when everyone loved on another without any stipulations. If you read my whole little rant, thank you.
Fear not, my watchers.
I'm not dead.
I just disappeared for a while.
I got grounded.
And then I got Minecraft. ermergerd
So I kinda stopped with the internet.
I have no idea how I survived.
Hrmm.
You know you love someone when you can hold their hand and not have to worry about sweaty palms.
Bluh Bluh.
YOU.
YEAH, YOU.
I SEE YOU.
SITTING THERE.
CREEPING ON MY STUFF.
So, I, the Heir of Hope am no longer! I am now the Knight of Hope!
That being said, me and Adrienne have developed something in our mind.
Me, the Knight of Hope
Her, the Knight of Rage
Vivien, the Knight of Breath
Adrienne's friend (sorry if you read this, I don't know your name.), the Knight of Heart
Karkat, the Knight of Blood
Dave, the Knight of Time
And Andrew Hussie
Will make up the Knights of the Round Table
(Get it, get it? Hussie is King Arthur and we are the knights. :3)
MERPDERP. School and dating and whatnot.
Sooo.
My schedule is awesome.
But not-so-awesome at the same time.
I have my Honor band class first period. ERMERGERD TODAY WAS MY TEACHER'S 50TH BIRTHDAY.
I LOVE HER SO MUCH SHE IS LIKE MY SECOND MOM.
I have my sixth grade math teacher for Algebra, which I hate with every fiber of my being.
I have the same teacher for 3rd (language) and 4th (journalism).
I love her.
She has a name that reminds me of an awesome manga. LOVELESS.
But she's so much like me and my friends.
My science teacher dresses weird.
He's cool though. :)
MY HISTORY TEACHER IS HILARIOUS.
I'm also taking outdoor ed and my teacher is obviously on steriods.
I have
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it will all be alright stuff like this happens to everyone. imyself have 1 freind in my school and i'm not sure i can even call her that. i've never been able to stay at one school for more than 1 year so i'm left out and unable to be heared. all the advise i have for you is ignore them and keep going... this was a big problem in one of my older schools. but instead of keeping there chin up two girls tried to commit suicide one was my freind and i don't want to talk about the other case. it makes people realize how you just need to keep going or you'll waste a life that could be used to bring happiness to others like yourself.... long story short : keep you head up and be yourself, ignore the mean and it will all be over soon. just never NEVER think about suicide. i stress the importance of that to every sad pearson i meet. just to be sure that the'll live another day. sorry this was so long.